What about you?


When I was young I spent hours pouring over family photo albums.  I recreated the same when my own family was young.  At one point trading my then slr (notice no “d”) camera for a top of the line point and shoot that would fit in with the diaper bag!  Photos had presence and meaning in my life, and in my family’s too.  This all became vividly evident a couple of months ago when my own mother became terminally ill and then passed within a couple of weeks in April.  At the time I spent every hour with her, in the hospital, then at home.  I, who normally had days packed to the hilt found myself absolutely present, with no agenda other than what my mother would want and need.  I recorded photo, video and voice during a few brief periods when she recounted some of her own childhood memories and family stories.  Then after her passing my eldest daughter and I again poured through family photos in an effort to distill her life into a slide show to play at a family celebration of her life.  This slideshow evoked so much memory, emotion, and joy for everyone that attended.   People watched it over and over, and, it of course made me aware of how this experience would have been so different if we had no photos, or if they had been lost in some way forever.

Yesterday I received a small envelope in the mailbox, containing some new photos of my mother, along with some extremely old shots of my great grandmother and her parents, my great-great grandparents.  Allessandro and Eugenia Ferrera Catrano from Baio Dora Italy were people I never knew, and yet I can see myself in their faces and we are undeniably linked.

Photos shape our lives and create a mosaic and grounding that we may be unaware of as we can take for granted the access that we have to imagery, cameras, photography and photos.  We at C4C believe that it is all too important and this is a strong element at the core of what we work towards.

This summer we are organizing some local workshops with partners here in Vancouver and we are also working towards creating new partners in Canada.  We have not forgot the opportunities to work out in the bigger world and are setting our sights further afield again in 2014.  We hope all of our supporters will continue to join us on these amazing journeys.


My Grandfather’s uncles as young men create a composite of my own grandfather’s face.


My Great Grandmother (Lidia in the black dress) with her parents in Italy, her own young face is reminiscent of my mother as a child and some of my own children too.


last but not least my own Mother, Faye Nelson (R) with her two cousins, Mary-Kay Stortini (L) and Jeff Pollack (C), Lidia was grandmother to all!

What they want


When we first decided to run photo workshops in Kenya, we had a very long list of what we wanted, we had some really lofty goals, which I am very happy to relay that we were able to accomplish.  Cameras4Change is proud of what the digital camera workshops can build in to the curriculum, we know that there are some key fundamental skills, lots of community building, self awareness and loads more that goes along with sparking creativity through photography.  We took alot of time to consider different ways to ignite specific pathways of thought, and to get them freeflowing with their creative juices.  When the workshops were in full throttle we gave specific assignments and urged the participants to push themselves, but afterwards we realized that the opportunity to photograph what gave them meaning in life was not that different from any other teens. What we forgot about was the plain and simple truth of allowing them to photograph what they wanted to, that being themselves with their friends, because the value of that was actually pretty huge.    We looked at this as a visual architecture of their own history, and knowing the importance of that in our own lives, it is not that mysterious that they would be doing this right away and as much as possible once they had a camera in their hands!  It gave them joy, it made them forget for a while what all of the difficulties were in their lives, it made things seem all the more possible, and afterwards when they actually held the photos that they took there was even more excitement.  Simple and effective.

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Community Happens

Community happens where ever we are on many different levels, from family and loved ones, to friends through school, online, and probably many more places.  We at Cameras 4 Change celebrate community in all of it’s forms.  We continually make new friends and add to our community, and often photography is a part of making, creating and celebrating community.  As we come together for different reasons, graduation, birthdays, weddings, reunions, we may take for granted the ease at which we can utilize cameras, phones, photography and imagery to architect our own stories, and give us a well seated place in our own history.  Just think to the many times you were able to look at family photo albums, knowing and understanding your past in a deeper way.  This ultimately gives a firm footing of self and how you move forward in the world.

One of the greatest parts of the C4C workshops is giving those that don’t have this opportunity the chance to use cameras, take the pictures that they want and keep those memories activated.  The joy alone that we saw on the girls faces as they handled the photos that they created is worth it for us!  In fact our team witnessed the moving evolution of the emotional reaction to being able to take photos and keep them.  It swiftly begins to build in a level of self that is quite profound.  We saw some girls transform from quiet, disengaged participants, to joyous, excited participants.  The level of engagement was palpable and really validated the power of photography, creativity and expression, and magnified what we were able to do with the children.


Sol Garcia shows students at Heshima Kenya digital imagery and they can’t wait to get started!




Taking pictures of close friends was definitely at the top of the list for girls that have been dislocated from family.  Top: Heshima Kenya, Bottom, Maasai Girls Education Fund

Our first set of C4C grads at Heshima Kenya, all holding their cameras!



Girls from the Kajiado Educational Center/Maasai Girls Education Fund after finishing the workshop!


Going home with the camera was very exciting!!  One participant taking shots as the school mini bus takes them home!



Friday March 8th is international women’s day, and we at Cameras4Change could not let it go without giving a huge shout out to the amazing women that we have worked with over the past couple of years.  As Female Genital Cutting (FGM or FGC) has been in the forefront of the news this past week, I want to personally thank all of the women whom I have met and “e”met that are working on this issue.  For the ladies in Ibissil and Kajiado who donate their time and energy and passion to saving girls from early child marriage and fgm, their bravery and strength is incredible.  Mrs Loki, Judy and Co, you have blazed a trail and many young girls have you to thank!  I also want to thank my running partner Sol Garcia of Project X Impact for her dedication and support in this arena, along with the team at The Maasai Girls Education Fund who help to sponsor girls after they have been rescued or left situations of early child marriage and FGM.  Also a big round of applause to Julia Lalla-Maharajh and her incredible team at The Orchid Project in the UK for their tenacity and conviction to making the world notice!  Bravo Julia!  Lastly I want to thank the countless girls in Kenya and anywhere else in the world that have had the courage and strength to stand up and say no themselves.  No one is going to stop you!  Keep on!!!

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These women Rock, they actually go out in the middle of the night to save young girls from marriage and cutting.  Do not mess with them!
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I recently met this young woman who again had an undeniable story of courage, unfortunately there are so many like her, but I am not deterred, one by one we can all make change!

Change is not always Revolutionary

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It has been a while since we posted on here at C4C.  You may have noticed that we have a new look website, and we will be making a few tighter adjustments in the weeks to come so please bear with us.  As we are volunteer based things happen in their own time 🙂 but do happen none the less!  The past week has spurred me on, with the news full of the campaign to end Violence Against Women #VAW and as of yesterday the amazing news that the UK Government will announce it’s move to support an end to Female Genital Cutting (FGC or FGM).  Our work at C4C has been very involved with both of these issues and so we are very excited about the movement forward and the awareness being brought to them.  Our recent workshops in Kenya brought us even closer to these issues as our participants were living lives affected by violence, FGM and more.  We created a space for photography to give a positive charge to their lives.  The workshops were very rewarding for all involved, but even more gratifying is the fact that we did indeed create change.  The participants are continuing to utilize the cameras left behind, and they are also teaching new students!!  This is ACTION that we love to see.  So just like our little non profit, working away in subtle ways, slowly but surely, sometimes so is the change in the world.  It is happening in an evolutionary way but sometimes that is just as good as revolutionary!


A participant from Heshima Kenya shows her gratitude


Student show at Kajiado Educational Center with The Maasai Girls Education Fund



Today is February 14th and is now also synonomous with Eve Ensler’s V-Day campaign to end violence against women.  This year One Billion Rising a new born effort by V-Day, is taking place in cities all over the world.  I arrived home from the Vancouver event to watch them “doin it live in San Fran”, it is an empowering piece of work!!!  So happy that everyone is joining together to consider the momentum that needs to take place in order to overcome the many issues that women face.  Sometimes the acts of violence themselves cause a domino effect in a girl’s or woman’s life, it is not just the event, but the long lasting and far reaching consequenses that are also at issue here.  Solidarity goes a long way to create a space for people to begin the healing process.  V-Day and One Billion Rising is a good turn in the right direction, and I really hope that as humans we can all take stock and move together.

Working around the world and witnessing first hand the after effects of the myriad of rights violations that women and girls face every day on this earth, causes this issue is to be close to my heart.  Cameras4Change recent work in Kenya allowed us the joy of assisting a number of young women refugees take a break from the oppressing mental emotional issues that go along with many of these mentioned breaches of human rights, and feel the joy of being in the moment through the simple creativity in using a camera.  Whether it is dance, drama, art or photography, exposing people to the arts does effect thier critical thinking and can definately help them to move forward.  We believe it is an important component in a holistic approach towards healing and transformation. 

There are billions of stories out there, from women dealing with conflict, in marriages, wars, young girls forced into circumcision, marriage, human trafficking, unpaid labour, domestic violence, and more, the diversity of women, stories, and issues is both as complex as it is astounding.  Thank you Eve Ensler and V-Day for making the world take notice and action!


PS…Kudos to the Vancouver One Billion Rising organisers: Tree Walsh of “My Treehouse Vision”, Lucky Gill of “Global Girl Power” and Lunapads



Last night I attended a BC Film rally called We Create BC for the seemingly dwindling film industry here in Vancouver. I was face to face with thousands of industry co-workers, many whom have not worked in months, and looking at an equally bleak 2013 in their field of work.  It is worrying.  I was walking alone to my vehicle which is normally never concerning for me at night, but for some reason I felt a chill down my back – fear –  thinking this was strange I quickly got in my car and drove home.  I wondered why I was feeling anxiety and fear?  Could it be the state of the industry and even though I am managing to work and stay afloat I was feeling that stress?  Was there someone looming in the background of the car park seeking an opportunity, or was it just a coincidence that there was a tingling wariness on the back of my neck?


Either way when I got into bed the feelings crept in again, and as I remembered the news from earlier in the day when I learned the Kenyan Government was taking action on a directive to “round up” any Somali refugees in Nairobi, to detain them in a stadium and then ship them to even more crowded IDP camps like Dadaab or Alinjugur, I imagined the fear that would bring to anyone being put in that position, not to mention the subsequent danger women and girls are in while in camps.  It is a horrible thing to be overcome with worry, fear and anxiety, whomever you are and where ever you are in the world.


We recently worked with young Somali girls that may now well be in danger of being targeted, detained and sent to such a camp. Dadaab  has become high-risk and dangerous, following a series of incidents, including the abduction of aid workers and fatal attacks on refugee leaders and Kenyan security forces.  From January to August 2012, the Dadaab and Alinjugur camps received more than 5,700 new arrivals from Somalia, bringing the total population in these camps to some 474,000. The large numbers were mainly due to the prevailing Horn of Africa drought, famine and insecurity in Somalia, already stretched to the limit, a large influx of of newly displaced refugees from Nairobi will only push resources further and cannot be positive.  This action has been spurred on from the recent retaliative matatu (local minivan taxi’s)  bombings, thought to be implemented by Al Shabaab in Nairobi over the past months.  Through the actions of the terrorism, it is as always the innocents that suffer.


I am feeling the insecurity, the anxiety of these girls that I know and pray for their safety, there is nothing I would like better than to get on a plane and go there right now to assist in any way I could.  For now I will focus on what I can do and that is to bring awareness to what is happening.


To help raise awareness please share this story, and for more direct action you can donate to:

CARE (who operate directly in both camps)

Heshima Kenya




Tonite I sit with a mountain of emotion evolving inside my head.  It feels like a storm brewing and taking shape into a massive tornado of feelings and energy.  It has been just over a month since our Cameras4Change team returned from the whirlwind of work that was Kenya.  Leading workshops, filming a documentary, doing interviews, hearing stories that cut to the bone, drama and trauma in real time and real life.  Since that time it has been luckily slow in my “day job”, giving me a chance to edit and go through all the coverage and footage we shot.  Allowing me to edit and process, process and edit.  It feels like it has all hit me tonite as I receive little snippets of insight back from our story editor as he begins to peice our doc together.  Quotes that are beginning to bare the truth through sharing often begin to make more sense and take on deeper meaning when they are recognized for the power that they hold as another set of eyes and ears hears the messages.  I cannot begin to express the importance of what we were allowed to witness, of what we were bestowed with in terms of the lives of others, their stories, their history, sometimes from thier hidden archives, sometimes so raw and evident it had not choice but to explode in the air. 

However much they had been through, whatever travesties life had set upon their young lives, we were also able to see thier joy at experiencing something so new to them, and yet so simple, holding a camera, taking a photograph, making art with images and words, connecting with each other and equally important, with themself. That is the power of photography, that is what I wanted to accomplish when I set out to formulate Cameras4Change, so it is so gratifying when you see the gold of what is possible.  The amazing thing is that our team is doing the work that we do to bring relief, opportunity, experience and transformation to those that would not normally have the chance to use cameras, but whatever way we shake it out, we are also effected deeply by the experience and it alters our lives profoundly.Thank you Kenya, thank you world. 


PS:  We will keep everyone posted on the process of the documentary as we continue to move forward on it!

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